A nightmare woke me up. So now I sit and think. A million things are going through my head.

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Well, now, I have a film project in the WOrKs finally !,! Nice typing on iPad. I am excited about this project, will be writing and rewriting over the next weeks...wish me luck

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Ok I have been bitching too much. I am trying to apologize and make things right with my sister but I don't know if it is going to work.

Anyhow, I just discovered the MOMA podcasts and I am happily listening to some dissonant music, coming from a time where abstraction was happening in art, music, poetry, dance and literature. This makes me think ( Read more... )

Continued silence from siblings. I must pay 2000+ to retain the lawyer. I have no time to deal with this but I am stuck paying the bills either way, so just get the stupid shit done....which I am told will take 6 months, or more.

It is all too dumb and my money is going down the tubes...and my family is silently ignoring me.

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I think I made a mistake. I have been working on selling my dad's house and have run into problems with the title. When I went to my siblings to see if they could help cover the legal fees to get it fixed I got some grief from them. So I sent an email explaining that I would feel better if I knew they were supporting me, since I am doing all the ( Read more... )

I made soup. I sorted clothes. I went to work. I vacuumed the house. It felt kind of normal around here for a change.

Other than sicknesses, house-selling foul-ups, and lack of time for friends. But really, I kind of feel fine otherwise.

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So, a fellow grad asked me, more or less, why I was in the art department and not in a film school. My rankles are up, and I am offended and want to give them all the finger. Then I want to go back to staying at home a hiding in my role as mommy. But I also don't want that because I was suffocating at home.

Anyhow...bitter bitter days, weather as ( Read more... )

And now I don't want to go to bed. Itchy eyes and groggy head, I don't want another day to be over without Dan in the world.

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Can't sleep again.

Well, what is on my mind? My studio at the U, I am considering getting walls. Part of me doesn't want to do it, but I kind of need more walls. So I will inquire probably.

My dad's house. It supposedly has a buyer but I asked for a purchase agreement and now things are slowing down and getting confusing. So I feel unsure. I am ( Read more... )